Now, I am a bit scared. I am worried about the amount of money that I am spending. It is not my money after all. I don't know if it is the worst part or the best part that nothing depends on me. Its not a good feeling when you realize that all this time what you actually were doing was running from the steering wheel. A man does grow pathetic if he stays away from the stage for a long time. Its been so long since I have stepped on stage. You become comfortable in your own small world. I have support and it is always a happy feeling that you have support. They say they will never let me down. I trust them. But I wonder, when will I start trusting myself?

Labels: Life

Another blog. Another attempt.

Life never ceases to amaze us. It also never stops to disappoint us. It is not wrong to set high standards but if those standards hurt you, then we have a problem. We always have a problem. If we never had a problem, we will have no solution to look for. If we stop looking, we will never be able to develop our senses and mind. We will be slow and inefficient. Mechanical computerized objects are most efficient since they are able to calculate the shortest route possible. I 'will' the easiest route. I have a problem. We have to look for a solution.