I breathed a sigh of relief when I got the internship confirmation letter from at least one firm. I am strange. All this while I really wanted a corporate internship and when I have one, I think it is not a good enough internship. But I am also aware of the fact that it is up to me to make this internship worthwhile or otherwise. *screams in anger* This pessimistic attitude is getting on my nerves now. I desperately want to get rid of.

Now I have already started to think of my next internship. I also have to do few pending assignments this trimester. I don't know what prompted me to feel happy and a little contended after my Malaysia trip. I should not have been contended with so much work ahead of me. I say that because when I get contended I get lazy. So I try not to be contended. And then I become unhappy.I hate this.

There is only one thing for sure in my life : I will be miserable forever *Sadness*.

Labels: Internship, Serendipity