There are so many opinions here. None objective. None without ego. None to help out others. I will have to try it by myself I guess. I shall apply for these London firms for internships only. I don't want to live my life in a place I have no idea about. Plus I dont want to be a trainee. I am not comfortable with that. I will tell them this is what i want to do. If they want me. they will take me. This was never my plan of action. Maybe I need to reconsider my plans. Maybe not

But sometimes I wonder that if I know that I dont have to do law all my life, then why should not I go see the world for two years , do some work and get paid very good for it. Thats why maybe I should have applied.

But then why do I wanna do an LLM. I am kinda of confused. I am kind of scared to be confused.

Labels: Internship

It has been hectic. Very hectic. 

Labels: Internship

I breathed a sigh of relief when I got the internship confirmation letter from at least one firm. I am strange. All this while I really wanted a corporate internship and when I have one, I think it is not a good enough internship. But I am also aware of the fact that it is up to me to make this internship worthwhile or otherwise. *screams in anger* This pessimistic attitude is getting on my nerves now. I desperately want to get rid of.

Now I have already started to think of my next internship. I also have to do few pending assignments this trimester. I don't know what prompted me to feel happy and a little contended after my Malaysia trip. I should not have been contended with so much work ahead of me. I say that because when I get contended I get lazy. So I try not to be contended. And then I become unhappy.I hate this.

There is only one thing for sure in my life : I will be miserable forever *Sadness*.

Labels: Internship, Serendipity